I'm sitting behind my computer..
Still wear my school uniform.
And I breath
Is it enough for me? No?
So.. When I will feel the real nice world? Am I never feel that?
This is very very hard to walk in this way. To feel the free run in my life.
It's like I never have my own decision..
My life has been controlled by everyone
When I feel the life? I really need it.
I can't get something that I want. Like everyone try to steal it from me.
It makes me more strong to believe that the reality is not fair for some people.
But I can't hide my tears
I'm not the great actress.
I just can hide it behind my smile.
Everything seems to be going bad..